Saturday, 13 September 2014

Inner Monologue

He said,
Why do you write?
You can’t even ignite
An emotion in yourself
Set motion to your life
Disperse the commotion in your head.
Your notepad; filled with foggy thoughts
Shadowy figures, lonely nights, cue marks on the side,
Why do you write?

Why do you write?
You can’t describe the painful times
When sorrows and sufferings you felt for others
With mumbling words you tried to smother
The burning desire to set fire on that page
Which you left incomplete.

Why do you write?
Words cannot suffice
The last memory, of your smiling niece
Saying "I love you, chacho", tears released,
Those moments of peace, you cannot capture.
Then why do you write?

Pondering, in the silent chambers of my insecurity
Refusing unstructured forms of poetic immaturity
Stressed out by obscure syllables
Back and forth I walk, counting feet
Symbols hanging on the wall
Scattered words like an allegory
A hear a voice
Radical, refusing to die out
Rebutting my argument
"Invalid"
She shouted out
Be free
Break the shackles off iambic feet
Ignore,
Grammatical errors considered crime
Bounding terrors of rhythm and rhyme
Say, say, what’s on your mind.

With time, comes guile and grace, for now,
Write because the universe conspires
Write because of your primal desires
Write because the heart enquires
Write because your thoughts aspire to become poems one day and be heard
Write before those thoughts retire

Write before your voice expires

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